epilogue
Thursday, October 15, 2009
you know it's out, when this no longer interest you.thank you blogspot for 4 years of good relationship :)
i'm breaking up.
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update 2
Tuesday, October 13, 2009
right after i blogged yesterday - i decided to have a "power nap" of 5-10mins. i went to the couch hugging not a pillow - but my set of notes for my presentation - and slept. it felt so short. the moment i woke up - it was 4.00AM.of course, i panicked - ran to my room, turn on my mac and started on my work. at 6.30am, my dad drove me to school. in school, i swear my mind was somewhere in another world (except for a brief duration of 22 minutes during my law presentation!). i was seriously cranky and all weird in the morning.
i'm still sleeeeppy. no more power naps.
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projects/presentations/submissions hell week UPDATE 1
Monday, October 12, 2009
i'm grateful.i hope our scope presentation on ferrari and riverscape wasn't too comprehensive! on other things, i'm happy with my team's score for my communication module, and the most surprising result of all is my team's law essay - it was awesome! :)
today (read:day) is a good day. (night on the other hand, would be a long and a never-ending one)
i met a 50 year old man at the SDE mussolah, who's doing his masters. and i was like, dumbfounded because he just recently completed his part-time degree, and his freaking CAP a few years back was 4.38 - he graduated with a second upper class! i am so ashamed - he freaking has 3 kids aged 24, 21 and 16 when he was doing his degree. commendable life long learner!
he provided me really good advice - that was summarised in one word: do'a
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5:47am
Saturday, October 10, 2009
i think i will start twitting. blogging is for people with time on their hands.once again - time check: 5:47am
but i'm thankful, that my law presentation slides seems to flow in a more coherent way now.
and i have tuition later at 11:00am
life's TOTALLY awesome. @#$@^%
i'm looking forward to wednesday - when my work comes to a temporary halt.
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forget it - i might as well have quitted
Friday, October 9, 2009
it was 2am the day before,
4.30am yesterday
and today at 2am, i'm still working on a project.
it sucks to know that my practical report would be void because i overslept (thanks to sleeping extremely late the night before) and missed my lab session.
it sucks to know that my law presentation will be in shambles come monday, cos trying to make the ppt flow can be an ass.
it sucks to know that my monday's team presentation will be so unprepared because we have yet to delegate, who shall present what slides.
it sucks to know that i have structural project submission come tuesday, and i've still no qualms about how to go about doing it.
it sucks to know that no matter how hard i perform for my professional communications module, i can't really shine because my tutor truly, i believe strongly is not fond of my ideas.
it sucks because i'm like 4 weeks behind in terms of readings and whenever i attend lectures, i have no clues at all about what it is about
it sucks to slowly realise that i can't do well this semester.
it sucks so badly, i feel like quitting.
P.S. it sucks to realise that my remaining extremely close set of friends (they know who they are) amount to less than a handful, as of october 2009.
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mediocrity
Monday, October 5, 2009
Glory god, oh god is peeking through the blindsAre we all here standing naked
Taking guesses at the actual date and time
Oh my, justifying reasons why
Is an absolutely insane resolution to live by
jason mraz.
because, today - at this present moment, i feel sad.
it's sad that you can't see them.
it's the sadness that can't be seen.
and listening to mraz helps
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the stupid talk
Thursday, October 1, 2009
you, you, you and YOU! now, listen.some people just deserve to know the ugly truth.
although, i'm really unwilling to be the one delivering them
BECAUSE i know, it will affect relationship dynamics (not-to-be-confused-with -lovey/dovey relationships - read: friendship)
but, if you really want to hear it, from me - i've got nothing else to say, except the truth in whole.
i don't understand people (they know who they are). but then again, i think they don't understand me either. so, yeah its a fair deal.
and lastly, don't imply your views of me, on me.
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