Even as I bow my heads in prayer, as undeserving as I am due to my imperfections, I softly whisper with great humility for a chance, for a possibility, for a hope, for Him to continue to be with me, every step of the way, guiding and leading me on the righteous path. And I do this with my utmost sincerity and modesty.

And for this too, I seek forgiveness for myself (included) and others who may have subconsciously been unaware that their words, as subtle and as soft as they can be, has been of a great, if not a significant repercussion to my life.

I do pray for joy and happiness, and YOU know I do. So, I thank YOU for your prayers.
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i caught angels and demons with my cousins. and i loved it :)
and i wanna go rome, and be enthralled by the awesome architecture and building interiors.
i really do wanna go rome. no one really knows how much i want it.


and so, we bid our farewells to our dear carol and ilyas - the two most cynical, critical, whiny, fussy and sarcastic people i've ever known in my life, off to cambodia for their youth expedition trip. i hope they'll survive and ultimately learn good values from their experiences :) i can't wait to join them for (part of their) southeast asia backpacking trip! VIETNAM - 29TH MAY. wooots*





mmm. deciding? yet to decide?
well, i'm pretty much decided.
and i guess, i will move on.

thus, stop the speculations, cos nothin ain't happening.
so, stop asking me, if i'm seeing anyone. (i used to be uncertain about this. but now i am.) i'm not seeing anyone, anymore, for now at least.
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my first official, post exam activity - picnic/sg river boat ridee.

and it was awesome :)
days like last friday, are hard to come by. i'll let the pictures do most of the talking.



on a side note, i'm certainly gonna miss my friends who are leavin for cambodia cos they have been a significant presence, especially during the pre-exam preparation for this semester. with that being said, their absence will definitely be felt. and that would mean, i have two lesser people to irritate and annoy! HAHA. but fret not, me and hafiz will be joining them in vietnam on the 29th! (with god's grace). i'm really looking forward for that! no rules, just pure fun :)

in the meanwhile, i have tonnes of stuff to attend to.
1) briyani coupon sales for fund raising (i think i'm probably the one who has sold the least from the team. boo. please buy and support me! its $10 per coupon. yes, it may be pricey but it's for a good cause)
2) making the remaining 7362527237625 test tubes
3) working my ass off for tuition, so that i can get sufficient money to go china and vietnam, while not compromising my financial stability when i get back in july
4) settle vietnam trip administration
5) design banner and t-shirt for YEP CHINA trip
6) go for commanders' brief for reservist training (saturday, 16th may)
7) go for commanders' guards ippt cohesion, AGAIN! (urgh, stupid.)
8) VIETNAM TRIP getaway (29th may - 4th june)
9) go for reservist training in june (8th - 13th june)
10) CHINA TRIP expedition (15th - 30th june)
11) help suhaila with her minor module project in video editting
12) make a video for the change of command parade, army

so many things to do, and so little time.



well, for now. i think i am happy :)

TEAM KAMPUCHEA (NUS cambodia YEP) : ALL THE BEST!
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i'm not attempting to make my life a secret, cos there's really nothing secretive about my life. it's just that sometimes, having a domain to house the things that you want to say and express privately would really be helpful, in times like this.


plus, i was trying to revamp my oh-so-plain blog layout.
and i wasn't successful.
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I'M MOVING. (yet)

i think it's for the better.
the essence of blogging no longer exists.
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sometimes, i really do..(not that it's of anyone's fault) get the vibe that i'm really just, at the end of the day a side dish - the side dish.

and it would seriously help if more hints, especially bigger ones were dropped. cos now, i do feel like a lifeless boat, floating, being pushed closer and yet somehow further away from the coast.


and that's precisely why.

(the) thing's i'll never say. Ladatadata ladatadatadadadatadada dadadadada
avril lavigne


in a true malay spirit: side dish, also side dish laa. what to do.
(HAHA, this is somehow hilarious)
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