there's really nothing to be excited about these days, especially when almost everything has finally, more or less settled down and suddenly the void and probably the absence becomes increasingly obvious. the blank stares, the silent image of everyone's lives flashing before you and the sentiments that lingered - it all seems too sudden to be true, but is nevertheless real anyway. it was my choice all along, i chose to create that absence and whether or not i regret it, i'm still uncertain - but i believe it helps. it's really at the end of the day, a culmination of everything that crumbles. and i'm paying the price as i eventually realise and believe this is after all something that i deserve. this wreck is what i have unknowingly asked for, and i just have to slowly drive out of it..

i walked yesterday, ran today and will continue to wander an uninspired life tomorrow, all in solitary.

the music that endured: wreck of the day by anna nalick/ one tree hill

driving away from the wreck of the day
and the light's always red in the rear-view
desperately close to a coffin of hope
i'd cheat destiny just to be near you
if this is giving up, then i probably am.
on love.

driving away from the wreck of the day
'cause love doesn't hurt so i know i'm not falling in love..
i'm just falling to pieces.



(on a side note, sorry zizi..i've been having problems with the designs and i just need more time - there's just no inspiration and artistry for now..)
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