but yeah, its thanks to school; nothing big really did happen. firstly, what a pleasant surprise to see jacq and carol tagging on my blog! i didn't expect at all for anyone to be here, what more reading my posts; which on many levels are far less interesting than many others out there. hope to see you guys soon, but of course for carol, i can't hope for anything except to wish for time to accelerate to your arrival in singapore.

anyways, there were a lot of uninteresting things that happened thus far, nothing really big or worth mentioning. still and all, school has been making me busy every week with stuff and most definitely unwanted stress. i miss the past, when all things were definitely more carefree, joyful and pleasant. no worries, no actions that could have dire complications or consequences to the future - just plain innocence. it was like as though, we were all protected in this cute, warm and fluffy bubble - a simple life. innocent fun. all things evident in the show, high school musical! yes, i know that i'm a little too old for that but the show's a great reminder of how life in the past were generally easier, simpler, less complicated and filled with true contentment and fulfillment. growing up doesn't seem that appealing after all, with expectations to match, deadlines to meet and pressures of the society to face. it's tough, but then again, life's too short to worry about stupid shit.

it's as though we have all jumped into this never-ever-gonna-stop-wagon and that whether we like it or not, it is here to stay - so, make do with what you have, adapt and make the best of what is left. yet, despite all of that, at the end of the day, we will all still be survivors of this sometimes cruel and pretentious world.

i am really hoping and wishing that my career, whatever it may be will be fun and interesting - something that i could look forward to everyday because if my life is solely gonna depend on my job, then it's highly possible that it's gonna suck big time.

now.

i just want to draw, colour and make crazy crafts for fun. i want to design something, make something ravishing and gorgeous, create something new. i want to be creative again. But, i need inspiration.

on the contrary, i can't really do all that at the moment. BECAUSE for obvious reasons, 24th Nov is coming with a wave of less inspiring things to be done for the final exams :( 

student, boring, tough. FULL STOP